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The 10th year

I have deliberately not celebrated the new year in the traditional way, watching fireworks, the countdown, resolutions, unattainable hope and plans I won’t complete. I have decided to be realistic in my approach. Yesterday, I had fun with Lucas and spent the evening with Jo and her Friends Adrian and Andy. Jo made us a lovely curry and we played Jenga, a game, I would normally turn my nose up at. I spoke to Lucas, who was very excited, my Mum, and Sisters. One of whom gave the usual lame excuse for being absent.

This year, my work situation will improve, my home will be better decorated, my art and theatre will be off the charts and I will be a good at being a Satanic Pagan.

So much for making lists. Happy new year.

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Last chores of 2022

I have a list of chores that I need to do before the year is out.

  • Clear my garden (as best, as I can considering the weather) (Check)
  • Book my car in for a service (Check)
  • Make lunch and dinner
  • Decide what to do about Kiki
  • Keep my arm in a sling. (Check)
  • Rebuild this website with a brand new theme for 2023. (Check)

Also the Beautiful Woman on the feature page is my Girlfriend, not some random Woman I stalked and stood next to.

That is all and that is enough for one day.

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Anxiety

2nd October 2022

What does it look like when you’re older or mature? Not sure, but I can tell you what it feels like. My stomach is in knots and I am having a new thought every 10 milliseconds. This is funny as I mentor a number of young people with high anxiety and I always have an answer for them. For myself In just have to suck it up, take a deep breath, stop shaking and go for it.

18th December 2022

The above paragraph was writing outside Saintsbury’s in Hertford waiting to meet my Girlfriend Jo for the first time. She wasn’t my Girlfriend then obviously, the paragraph was about feeling anxious and meeting someone new for first time in over a decade and a half. Now we are a couple and I feel less anxious.

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