I find myself ourselves in a place again where history repeats itself. I’m trying to think of the number of times this has happened but I can’t remember, it’s too many. Basically we’re holding them back and to be honest they are holding us back. We would be in a much better place and position for returning instead here we are again same old style same old place, watcing time go by only this time with no smile upon my face. I’m torn between being a Friend and a good Friend at that and doing what’s best for us. This where I’m reminded by what David Goo said ”Sometimes you have to bring things to ahead to see if they’re really meant to be.” Or words to that effect. I do know I don’t want to look back still wishing I’d finished and I don’t want to spend the next couple of years trying to either, I want this done so I can be proud and move on to the next one, hence the reason for not wanting to hold anyone back or being held back. Even if I wanted to be like that, there’s no way they would take that from me, so why should I let them do it? They know it’s time to move on because it’s all they talk about at every opportunity.